Love & Respect

Don't you find it amazing how God brings words of wisdom into your life by either bringing a special person or friend to you to speak words to you or when you spend time in God's Word reading and all of a sudden words seem to leap off the page into your face?

Spinning No Longer an Option ...

The past week has been very intense.  I ended up with a major punishment spanking a week ago Friday.  My husband was experiencing a low moment in his duties as HOH and lived to regret it!  He delivered the message that it was NOT COOL to have a hissy fit just because he wasn't doing what I thought he should be.

Stepping Out on a Limb ...

I was feeling a bit sad today and I began to reflect on some possible reasons for this sadness.  I came up with a few things that I thought I'd step out on a limb and blog about it just so I could get them off my chest. 

You Think So Eh? ...

You think so eh? Well you just wait and see!

These are words you do not want to hear when you are in a CDD relationship.  I heard them ... yesterday.  When will I learn to tread lightly on dangerous grounds?

Life ...

"As we grow up, we learn that even the one person that wasn't supposed to ever let us down, probably will. You'll have your heart broken and you'll break others' hearts. You'll fight with your best friend or maybe even fall in love with them, and you'll cry because time is flying by. So take too many pictures, laugh too much, forgive freely, and love like you've never been hurt. Life comes with no guarantees, no time outs, no second chances. you just have to live life to the fullest, tell someone what they mean to you and tell someone off, speak out, dance in the pouring rain, hold someone's hand, comfort a friend, fall asleep watching the sun come up, stay up late, be a flirt, and smile until your face hurts. Don't be afraid to take chances or fall in love and most of all, live in the moment because every second you spend angry or upset is a second of happiness you can never get back."

 Unknown Author

Achilles Marches On ...

It has been an insanely, ridiculous amount of time since I posted last.  Almost impossible to try to fill in the blanks since then.  I'm not even gonna try!  Much has happened, more battles were waged and lost (by me of course) and my husband has continued to march on (not unscathed I'm sure) with paddle in one hand and shield in the other!

Prepared for Battle ...

I had spent days preparing for battle.  The adrenaline was flowing, my body was pumped, my mind and senses extra alert to my surroundings.  I wasn't going down without a fight - well that was until the guilt and fear started to roll in ...